Thursday, April 7, 2016

Janet Jackson"s Surprise Announcement Sparks Pregnancy Rumors


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  • Source: http://abcnews.go.com/Nightline/video/janet-jacksons-surprise-announcement-sparks-pregnancy-rumors-38213268

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    Wednesday, April 6, 2016

    Full speed ahead for the 2-0 Cubs, who are primed for more


    2016 Chicago Cubs (Preview)

    Fifteen runs scored and one run given up in two victories yeah, I think thats what Joe Maddon was talking about when he preached the importance of a fast start for his Cubs.

    The manager wants more than a 2-0 record, of course, and his request seems reasonable. Starting Thursday, the Cubs have a four-game road series against the improved Diamondbacks, who added Zack Greinke in the offseason. Thats followed by two three-game series at Wrigley Field against the bad Reds and the hard-hitting Rockies, respectively.

    Mt. Everest, its not.

    This is a chance for the Cubs to send a message to the rest of the National League that the burden of favorite feels more like a feather than an anvil. More importantly, it will reinforce to the Cubs that they deserve all the accolades that have been coming their way since they made it to the N.L. Championship Series last season.

    With Anthony Rizzo, Kris Bryant, Jason Heyward and Kyle Schwarber, the Cubs lineup is implied menace before anybody steps to the plate. So when Matt Szczur, who had just 80 major-league games under his belt heading into the season, drives in four runs in two games, its borderline unfair to the competition. And with Dexter Fowler going 5-for-8 from the leadoff spot, well, forget about it.

    Its only two games, but its worth noting that the last time the Cubs started 2-0 was 1995. Thats a strange, almost-unbelievable statistic from a franchise with a lot of strange and unbelievable history behind it.

    The 95 team won its first four games but ended up 73-71, good for third in the division. That might serve as a cautionary tale about the unreliability of fast starts, but it has nothing to do with this team, which is loaded.

    The Cubs could be 10-2 or 9-3 after the first 12 games. That would be a nice way to go into their next series, which is on the road. You might have heard of the opponent the Cardinals.

    Source: http://chicago.suntimes.com/sports/full-speed-ahead-for-the-2-0-cubs-who-are-primed-for-more/

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    The first modern Olympic Games included one winner who"d never tried his sport before


    First modern Olympic Games 近代オリンピック

    The first modern Olympic Games, which started 120 years ago today and are honored in aGoogle Doodle, included something more commonly associated with entitled children than ancient Greeks: a participation trophy. All 250 participants went home with a bronze medal.

    That"s not the only way the first modern Olympics, which revived a 1,500-year-old ancient Greek tradition, differed from today"s glitzy, highly produced, occasionally corruption-soaked spectacle.

    Although the first modern Olympics were unrecognizable in many ways there were no women, no national teams, and only nine sporting events the story of the runup to the first modern Olympics sounds awfully familiar: The host country was in political turmoil, and hosting the event turned out to be much, much more expensive than anyone had anticipated.

    And just like today, some of the athletes had some incredible stories.

    American athletes dominated the competition

    In 1896, the American participants were a thrown-together group. There were no trials, very little time to prepare, and a team chosen based on, essentially, who could afford to get there.

    The first American Olympians were 14 men, mostly from the Boston area and from Princeton. The mother of one of the Princeton athletes paid for their travel. Two athletes had to drop out of Harvard in order to compete, because they weren"t given permission to miss class in order for the Olympics.

    But the Americans ended up dominating the competition, winning 11 first-place honors which were silver medals, because gold medals wouldn"t be given out for another eight years. The Greeks had the second most victories.

    Athletes competed in 43 events in nine sports: swimming, gymnastics, track, cycling, wrestling, weightlifting, fencing, shooting, and tennis

    Robert Garrett, who won the discus event, had never used a real discus until he started participating in the competition. He"d had a blacksmith make him a practice version based on ancient Greek records; it turned out to be a foot wide and 30 pounds in weight, making it impossible to throw and more than 25 pounds heavier than the real thing.

    Garrett didn"t find out what a discus really was until he got to Greece and saw the 8-inch, 4.4-pound discs the Greek athletes were practicing with. But he entered the competition anyway, and stunned the spectators and the other athletes all of them Greek by winning. Thomas Custis, one of the American athletes, described the win in 1924 in the Massachusetts Institute of Technology"s Technology Review:

    His first two attempts were laughable, as the discus, instead of sailing parallel to the ground, turned over and over and narrowly missed hitting some of the audience. Both foreigners and Americans laughed at his efforts, he, himself, joining in the general merriment.

    "On his third and last throw, however, he succeeded in getting the discus away perfectly and, to the chagrin of the Greek champion who had made three perfect throws in the most graceful manner possible, it was found that Garrett"s throw exceeded by some two feet the best throw of any other man. I think no one was more surprised than Robert Garrett himself.

    The 1896 Olympics also featured the first modern marathon

    But the Greeks got their own dramatic moment at the marathon, an event created for the 1896 Olympics (although distances weren"t as precise). According to Custis, 30 athletes started but only seven finished and the winner, in two hours and 58 minutes, was a Greek water carrier named Spyridon "Spyros" Louis:

    All contests then in progress were temporarily stopped to await the arrival of the winner. In the course of a few minutes a tremendous cheering was heard outside the gate of the Stadium, and a man in the dress of a Greek peasant ran up the steps and onto the track, making his way towards the King"s throne, in front of which had been placed the finish line. His appearance showed the tremendous effort that he had made, and the fearful ordeal he had undergone. He was covered with dust and grime, the sandals that he wore on his feet were in rags, and his drawn face showed the strain he had suffered. His name was "Loues"" and he was a Greek donkey driver from the little town of Marousi.

    As soon as the people were able to recognize him, the cheering and clapping of hands that broke forth was deafening. Hundreds of pigeons which had been kept concealed until then were set free, with Greek flags tied to their feet, hats were thrown in the air, the Crown Prince walked onto the track and congratulated Loues, and all the pent up enthusiasm that the Greeks had been saving up during the past six months for this very event, broke loose with a vengeance.

    Louis became a national hero and will soon be featured on a Greek 2 coin an even bigger deal than the honor for most modern Olympic champions, a Wheaties box.

    Ever wonder how the NFL"s yellow line works? This is how

    Source: http://www.vox.com/2016/4/6/11372204/first-modern-olympic-games

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    TV Review: "The People v. O.J. Simpson: American Crime Story" Season Finale


    OJ Simpson -- Chris Darden Actor Supports OJ"s Parole, IF ....

    Do not read on unless youve seen The Verdict, the season finale of The People v. O.J. Simpson: American Crime Story.

    We already knew the verdict, which you would think would drain the season finale of American Crime Story of tension and suspense. And you would be wrong. Confounding expectations has been this dramas strong suit from the start.

    Like every other hour of this fantastic season, the writers, cast and directors dug into the characters and circumstances in ways that made the narrative come alive in powerfulways. The verdict may have been a foregone conclusion, but this set of specific and complicated responses from these fully realized characters were absolutely worth seeing. The crisp, wonderfully modulated finale felt fresh, important and vital, not least because even though that trial is over the reconstructed version of it, anyway the unfinished business of race still dominates American life today.

    The verdict in the O.J. trial, as everyone knows, brought forth starkly different responses from African-Americans and white Americans, and the chasm between the two groups could have made for a cartoonish and predictable story. Any time an event elicits such polarized opinions, with people on each side of the debate looking at each other in helpless incomprehension, the chances of a fictional depiction of that dichotomy tipping into parody or heartless condescension are high.

    That didnt happen here, As ACS has shown, week after highly entertaining week, walking ideologies did not battle each other during the O.J. Simpson trial. People did, and people are messy. Nobodys just one thing, and even though every character in this story came out the other side of the trial with some of their biasesintact, this was a story of people grappling with something massive and challenging. With cardboard characters, that would have gotten old, but with lively, complex people on display and sometimes changing right before our eyes, it felt like anything could happen, and that sense of energy never flagged during this excellent hour.

    When it began, the case was a big deal, but fewof the people in this tale truly expected to become part of a national soap operathat lasted for months. The lawyers wanted to win, and each faction thought they were right but like every other human being on the face of the earth (aside from Robert Shapiro), each one of these people felt doubt at one time or another. And as Ryan Murphys supple direction made clear, most of them had to come to terms a gaping void in their lives when it was all over.

    There were so many unforgettable moments in the finale. With the hindsight of history, we can say that it was delusional for Christopher Darden to speculate that he and Marcia Clark may well have won the case. But thats been the cautionary tale of this finely wrought season: Most people involved in this story were so invested in their own furious efforts to win or spinthe case, or so invested in the narrative they brought to it or their efforts to control public opinion, that they lost sight of the bigger picture.

    Dardens tentative optimism was hard to watch, given how much tenderness and poignant pain Sterling K. Brown has brought to the character. In every single scene hes in, you want things to go well for Darden, and they rarelydo.

    But few things in the last several episodes have been harder to look at than the face of David Schwimmers Robert Kardashian. The character never got a ton of lines, which was the right choice. In a team packed with strutting peacocks and towering egos, the guileless Kardashian was winning precisely because he never expected to speak, let alone be listened to. He was an attendant lord, one that will do/To swell a progress, start a scene or two/Deferential, glad to be of use.

    In a weird way, though they were on opposite sides of the case, Darden and Kardashian emerged as the fulcrums on which the drama turned. Darden was seen as a turncoat by the African-American community, many of whom saw his participation in the prosecution ofO.J. Simpson as a betrayal. Darden himselfangrily made it clear to Clark in a previous episode that he knew he was on the team largely for P.R. purposes. The D.A. couldnt have an all-white team of lawyers try to take down a prominent black man, and yet aside from Clark, few people in the office ever really had Dardens back.

    I wouldnt be as presumptuous as to equate their situations, because there are complexities within each and Darden faced many obstacles that Kardashian didnt. But the truth is, both ended upisolated and unloved. As the country came together to witness the reading of the verdict, both of them came to realize how alone they truly were. In this swarming mass of teams, sides, winners, losers, commentators and hangers-on, they were men apart.

    As the lone black man on the prosecution team, Darden didnt fit in anywhere, and as a member of O.J.s loyal entourage who could not escape the idea that the Juice actually killed two people, Kardashian was also bereft. As such, both men serve as great examples of why this season of television was so gripping: It wasnt about assigning people into neat, predictable categories, it was about exploring the unpredictable situations that bubble up when your best efforts to be a good person and do the right thing run into the brick walls of fame, money, bias, ignorance and race. The results arent pretty, but as depicted here, they sure are fascinating.

    There are many things to be impressed by in this hour, but one that I kept coming back to was the way that Murphys direction evolved and changed to fit a series of very different moments that still workedwell as a whole. There was admirable cohesion to the visual narrative and the editing was marvelous; jaggedwhen things were spinning out of control and precise when depicting complex confrontations.

    The emotional calibration of each moment in the finale was simply terrific; heart-rending scenes were spare and powerful, suspenseful scenes popped with visual and auditory energy, and the verdict scene made us wait for the big moment in an almost deliciously painful way. Much of the success of the hour had to do with the intelligentuse of sound, actually. Not a pin dropped in the courtroom during the closing speeches, and other moments echoed with things unsaid; silences and pauses reverberated with loss.

    The closing argumentswere also case studies in suiting the movement to the moment. Murphys camera and the dialogue by Scott Alexander and Larry Karaszewski perfectly captured the differing styles of each lawyer.

    • Marcia Clarks summation was clipped, precise and underlined by the simmering, quietly controlled anger that Sarah Paulson brought to the role. She was framed with geometric precision and squared edges.
    • The camera lingered on Chris Dardens face, which is always the smart thing to do, given how much compassion and taut internal conflict Brown brought to the role. His performance so often drew upon stillness and watchfulness, thus the camera was also quiet, the better to absorb his passionate focus.
    • During Johnnie Cochrans speech, the camera bobbed and weaved and moved with the lawyer; his momentum could not be contained. The drivethat allowed him to fight the LAPD and not give up fordecades powered him through yet another fight and he clearly viewed that moment as a combination of dancing, preaching and fighting. And yet Ryan didnt overly amplify the If the glove doesnt fit, you must acquit line, which was depicted in a simple and straightforward manner. It was such a powerful moment, and viewers needed to see it sink into the jurys minds (some of which were already made up, of course).

    It could be argued that the line of dialogue that Cochran had Thats the victory wasnt necessary in the post-verdict celebration scene, given the contents of his conversation with Darden moments earlier. But theres no denying that Courtney B. Vance will be nominated and probably win a lot of awards for his portrayal of Cochran. One simply hopes that the same is true for all three members of the central trio (Vance, Paulson and Brown). They were all smashing, and there are few things I want more than to see Paulson and Brown work together again.

    If Darden Clark P.I. is not on offer any time soon (and to be clear, Id absolutely watch that show), then perhaps well see them pop up in the next iteration of American Crime Story, which will be set in New Orleans. The actors chemistry is too potent to never see them on screen together again.

    I felt nothing when O.J. shed tears in his Brentwood bedroom, but thats because almost everything interesting about this series happened around the Juice. He was the self-absorbed center around which the story turned, and the lawyers, jurors, friends and relations in his orbit simply got more screen time than he did.

    That said, Cuba Gooding Jr. acquitted himself well in the role, and was certainly interesting to watch O.J. realize that being declared not guilty was not the same as the world especially hiswhite friends from his pre-trial days thinking he was innocent. The Riviera Country Club would not be the last place to close its doors in his face. As he stalked through a series of camera flashes, you could see it dawn on him that even though he was out of jail, hed be serving a different kind of sentence from that moment onward.

    Though the high quality of the rest of the season had prepared me somewhat for a strong finish, its astonishing that the finale was able to seamlessly weave such an enormous range of reactions. In file footage from the day of the verdict, we saw the joy of black onlookers and the head-shaking disapproval of whites; there were the stunned sobs of Ron Goldmans family in the courtroom and the louche vibe of O.J.s money-making acquittal party.

    Woven into those bigger set pieces were small moments that told stories of their own: A black juror gave O.J. the black power salute, and at first O.J. was too stunned to even acknowledge it. A second later, Marcia shot an angry glare at O.J., who numbly but happily looked away. Earlier, Shapiros response to the presence of the Nation of Islam, who provided Cochrans security, was another tightly controlled moment that spoke to a deep and tangled history between groups that shared little except mistrust and suspicion.

    There was the stunned look Gil Garcetti wore at that pained, muted press conference, especially when a reporter asked about when Garcettis office would begin looking for the real killers. There was the quiet interlude with the prison guard who tipped off O.J. about the verdict (not before trying to acquire an autograph, of course). The saddest moment had to be when Darden broke off his post-verdict speech and simply sobbed in the arms of the Goldman family.

    What do I do now? was the post-verdict question that faced all the participants, who would be marked by their association with the trial forever. The Goldmans faced that stark, awful moment in their car, which was in a parking lot that was almost empty. Similarly, Darden and Cochran encountered each other in a hallway that held no one but themselves; for all the furor over the verdict, the framing of various scenes and Murphys use of silence and space emphasized how empty and lost most of these people felt without the framework of this overwhelming, at times incomprehensible trial.

    O.J. began facing the truth about his post-trial life at a party one of his only true friends a former friend, actually couldnt wait to leave. But as this show has always known, the entire nation needed to face the deeper questions raised by the trial in a deep, sustained and urgent way.

    Nothing would change for black Americans, Darden asserted; they would continue to be ground down by a system that would be forever rigged against them. Cochrans face, when he saw Bill Clinton talking about the verdict, told a different story: In that post-win moment, he clearly felt optimistic that America would finally begin to not just have another interminable conversation about race but begin to actually change.

    Twenty years later, it looks like the verdicts offered by both men were right.

    A few final notes:

    • Part of the effectiveness of the finale came from the score of composer Mac Quayle; the use of his spare, haunting music helped set the tone of the finale and helped serve as a reminder that this entire story was, after all, about death and loss.
    • As I wrote earlier in the season, I was highly entertained by John Travoltas performance as Robert Shapiro and I hugely enjoyed the actors big, bold choices, which worked well for thisshow. And the fact that he was able to invest Shapiros braggadocio with pathos, as he did in the hallway scene where once again, the super-lawyer couldnt quite connect with his supposed colleagues, is proof that Travolta always understood this larger-than-life character on a number of important levels. His Shapiro was an egomaniac, of course, but he was always a real person, never a cartoon.
    • In a season full of devastatingly brilliant performances, Paulsons matter-of-fact recounting of Marcia Clarks rape was breathtaking. And it was so revealing of Darden that he asked if the rapist was ever punished. These two might not have truly understood where the other one was coming from in a variety of different ways, but they were well-matched in their burning desire for some kind of justice in this hopelessly complex world.
    • The show did a fine job of finding the living, breathing human beings behind the caricatures associated with the case. No one was more in need of image rehabilitation than Judge Lance Ito, who may have had his faults, but he comes across in ACS as an intelligent man trying to make the best of an impossible situation. Kenneth Choi did a fine job in the finale and in other episodes of portraying a resigned man who knows that no matter what he does in a wide array of trial situations, hes going to make someonevery angry. And as the where are they now closing images noted, Itos the only major person associated with the case who never wrote a book about it, which makes him look like one of the classier players in this particulargame.

    The most recent episode of the Talking TV podcast is devoted entirely to The People v. O.J. Simpson: American Crime Story and its season finale; its here,on iTunesand below.For Varietysextensivecoverage of the show, including interviews and recaps, look here.

    Source: http://variety.com/2016/tv/reviews/people-v-oj-simpson-finale-review-american-crime-story-1201746718/

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    Strange Love: The Story of Kurt Cobain and Courtney Love


    The Last 48 Hours of Kurt Cobain

    Courtney Love is late. Shes nearly always late, and not just ten, fifteen minutes late, but usually more like an hour past the time shes said shell be someplace. Shes late for band rehearsals, she was late when she used to strip, she was even an hour late for a meeting with a record-company executive who wanted to sign her band, Hole. Courtney assumes that people will wait. She assumes that they will forgive her as they stare at the clock and stare at the door and wonder where the h**l she is. And they do forgive her. Until they cant stand it anymore and then they get mad, fed up, and move on. But by that time Courtney is goneshes off keeping someone else waiting.

    When she does show up, she shows up. When youre an hour late, you can really make an entrance. Shes tall and big-boned and her shoulder-length hair is cut like a mop and dyed yellow-blond. The dark roots show on purposenothing about Courtney is an accidentand today shes attached a plastic hair clip in the shape of a bow to a few strands. Shes wearing black stockings with runs in them, a vintage dress thats a size too small, and a pair of black clogs. Her skin, which has been heavily Pan-Caked and powdered to cover an outbreak of acne, is pasty-white, and her lips are painted bright red. She has beautiful round blue-green eyes, which she has carefully made up, but the focus is on her mouth. Shes all lipstick.

    And talk. From the moment Courtney sits down at a table in City, a restaurant near her home in Los Angeles, the verbal pyrotechnics begin. You get the sense that she has a monologue going twenty-four hours a day and that sometimes she includes others. When shes not talking, she doesnt seem to be listening exactly but, rather, absorbing: Who is this person? What is his context? What can I learn/get from him? are the thoughts coursing through her brain. With Courtney, its not so much scheming as it is focus. She has always known what she wanted and what she wanted was to be a star. More precisely, Courtney always thought she was a star. She was just waiting for everyone else to wake up.

    It looks as if, after a few false startsan acting career that didnt quite take, some stints in other bands that didnt work outCourtney is having her moment. She and Hole were just signed to a million-dollar record deal; she is married to Kurt Cobain, the lead singer of Nirvana, and within the realm of the alternative-music scene, Courtney is now regarded as a train-wreck personality: she may be awful, but you cant take your eyes off her.

    Her timing is excellent: in the wake of the huge success of Nirvana, an extremely talented rock band from Seattle that surprised everyone in the industry by selling (so far) seven million records worldwide, there has been a frenzy to sign other bands in the punk-grunge-underground mode. The music ranges from almost pop to loud thrashingthe only real unifying link is that most of the bands are on independent labels and appeal to college audiences. No one can get a seat on a plane to Seattle or Portland now, says Ed Rosenblatt, president of Geffen Records, Nirvanas label. Every flight is booked by A&R people out to find the next Nirvana.

    Last August, Hole, which is much more extreme and less melodic than Nirvana, released Pretty on the Inside on Caroline Records, an independent that is a subsidiary of Virgin. The record is intensely difficult to listen toCourtneys singing is a mix of shouting, screeching, and raspingbut her songwriting, which has been compared to Joni Mitchells, is powerful. Pretty on the Inside, writes Elizabeth Wurtzel in The New Yorker, is such a cacophonyfull of such grating, abrasive, and unpleasant sludges of noisethat very few people are likely to get through it once, let alone give it the repeated listenings it needs for you to discover that its probably the most compelling album to have been released in 1991.

    Courtneys postfeminist stance (she has the powershe just wants to be loved) echoes throughout her songs. Her chosen topicsrape and abortion, to name twoare extremely provocative. Slit me open and suck my scars, she sings about s*x. Dont worry baby, you will never stink so bad again, she intones about a botched abortion. In her strongest song, Doll Parts, she turns introspective: I want to be the girl with the most cake / He only loves those things because he loves to see them break / I think its all trueI am beyond fake / Someday you will ache like I ache.

    Even before Nirvanas massive success, Hole was lumped with Babes in Toyland, L7, the Nymphs, and other femaleled underground groups. Although these bands were quite different from one another, and wildly competitive, they were all dubbed foxcore. And when Nirvanas album Nevermind started to sell like mad, the so-called foxcore bands suddenly seemed commercially viable. Theres a pre-Nirvana record-industry perception of this kind of music, says Gary Gersh, the Geffen Records A&R person who signed Nirvana. And theres a post-Nirvana record-industry perspective. But if youre out there and trying to sign the next Nirvana, youre chasing your tail. The game is not finding the next Nirvana, because there wont be a next Nirvana.

    It is somehow appropriate that Madonnas new company, Maverick, was the first to be interested in signing Courtney Love to a major record deal. In mid-1991, Guy Oseary, an enthusiastic nineteen-year-old who was working for Madonna and her manager, Freddy De Mann, at their then unnamed company, told his bosses about Hole. He also contacted Courtneys lawyer, Rosemary Carroll, and Hole-mania began. Courtney had been orchestrating this game plan from the beginning, says Carroll. She was always very aware of the business, of her place in the business.

    Courtney claims she never wanted to sign with Maverick. Freddy would have me riding on elephants, she says. They dont know what I am. For them, Im a visual, period. Madonnas presence worried her even more: she did not want to share the spotlight with the premier blonde goddess of the last decade. Madonnas interest in me was kind of like Draculas interest in his latest victim.

    But Courtney, who is nothing if not shrewd, knew that one offer could spur other offers. Besides, she had another ace to play: by late 91 she was dating Kurt Cobain. When Hole went to England, she wasnt shy about either Madonnas interest or her new boyfriend. She gave lots of interviews and the notoriously fickle British music magazines, who adored her grunge-rock sound and her torn thirties tea dresses, proclaimed her their new genius. The British tabloids called me leggy and stunning, she recalls. The best article was about Madonna. It had a really big picture of me as a blonde and a really small picture of her as a brunette. I cut that one out.

    For his part, Oseary, who saw Courtney and Hole as his private find, was shocked. The stories in the English press went, Madonna doesnt have AIDS and she wants to sign Hole, he recalls, sounding rather exasperated. From then on, it was Madonnas Hole, Madonnas Hole. Suddenly, were just one of the bidders. At Holes next show, thirteen A&R people were there!

    So it beganthe first-ever bidding war over an unsigned female band. (In the record business, independent labels are not considered contendersuntil youre on a major label youre unsigned.) It wasnt clear whether or not most of the bidders liked, or even knew, Holes musicit was the magic combination of Madonnas interest, Kurt Cobains interest, and the strength of Courtneys personality. In any case, Clive Davis, president of Arista Records, reportedly offered a million dollars to sign the band. Rick Rubin, head of Def American, was interested, but he and Courtney clashed when they met. She had similar difficulties with Jeff Ayeroff at Virgin. Now, Kurt, she exclaims, is able to go into Capitol, go into a meeting, decide he doesnt like it halfway through, walk out on the guys mid-sentence, and everyone goes, There goes Kurt. Hes so moody. Nirvanas great. But I go in and spend three hours with Jeff Ayeroff and tell him more about punk rock than he ever knew. I give him quality time, but, Im sorry, I dont want to be on his label and he gets a b***r about it and calls me a b***h.

    Madonnas interest in me was kind of like Draculas interest in hislatest victim, says Love.

    In the end, she signed with Gary Gersh at Geffen, the same label as Nirvana. We didnt make the deal because she is married to Kurt Cobain, says Ed Rosenblatt. But it is a little weird. Hole is a band who we happen to believe in and, oh, by the way, shes married to...

    Courtneys deal, worth around a million dollars, is bigger and better than her husbands. She and Carroll insisted on that. I got excellent, excellent contractual things, she boasts. I made them pull out Nirvanas contract, and everything on there, I wanted more. Im up to half a million for my publishing rights and Im still walking. If those sexist a******s want to think that me and Kurt write songs together, they can come forward with a little more. She pauses. No matter what label Im on, Im going to be his wife, she says. Im enough of a person to transcend that.

    Probably. But in the circles she travels in, Kurt Cobain is regarded as a holy man. Courtney, meanwhile, is viewed by many as a charismatic opportunist. There have been rampant reports about the couples drug problems, and many believe she introduced Cobain to heroin. They are expecting a baby this month, and even the most tolerant industry insiders fear for the health of the child. It is appalling to think that she would be taking drugs when she knew she was pregnant, says one close friend. Were all worried about that baby.

    Courtney and Kurt are the nineties, much more talented version of Sid and Nancy, says one executive. Shes going to be famous and he already is, but unless something happens, theyre going to self-destruct. I know theyre both going to be big stars. I just dont want to be a part of it.

    Courtney has heard all this before and, in a perverse way, she thrives on it. I heard a rumor that Madonna and I were shooting heroin together, she says rather gleefully, lighting up a cigarette. Ive heard I had live s*x onstage and that Im H.I.V.-positive.

    Courtney laughs. None of these statements is true, although the live-s*x thing is a very persistent rumor. Now, she continues, balancing her cigarette on the edge of the ashtray, I get a chance to prove myself. And if I do, I do. If I donthey, I married a rich man!

    She drags for dramatic effect. Shes joking and, then again, she isnt. Audacity is one of the keys to her charm. You know, I just cant find makeup that stays on in the summer, she says, abruptly changing the subject. Courtney stamps out her cigarette, rummages through her purse, and heads off to the bathroom.

    Only about a quarter of what Courtney says is true, says Kat Bjelland, the leader of Babes in Toyland. But nobody usually bothers to decipher which are the lies. Shes all about image. And thats interesting. Irritating, but interesting.

    When it comes to biographical information, Courtney is hard to track. She says she was born in San Francisco in 1966 (that date seems offshe is probably older than twenty-six, although not much), her father was involved with the Grateful Dead, and her mother, who was from a wealthy family, was a follower of various gurus. (She no longer speaks to her father, and her mother, who has married several times since, is closer to Courtneys four halfsiblings, one of whom is a Rhodes scholar.)

    Courtney hated school and moved around quite a lot: from boarding school in New Zealand to a Quaker school in Australia to where she ended upOregon. At twelve, she stole a Kiss T-shirt from Woolworths and was sent to a juvenile detention center. To be quite honest, she recalls, I got into it. I was very semiotic about my delinquency. I studied it. I learned a lot. Id grown up with no discipline and I learned a lot about denial. It did not have an adverse effect on me.

    After three years, around 1981, she was out and living on a small trust fund. She had pretty much decided that music would be her world. She also began strippingan occupation that has, off and on, supported her for most of her adult life. I didnt want to sell drugs, she explains. I didnt want to steal cars. I didnt want to be a prostitute. So I stripped.

    And I was fat then, she continues. You can be fat and strip. Id strip at Jumbos Clown Room. Or Id work in the day at the Seventh Veil. I didnt have a gimmick. I see girls now who are trying to be alternative. They wont make a dime. Youve got to have white pumps, pink bikini, f****n hairpiece, pink lipstick. Gold and tan and white. If you even try and slip a little of yourself in there you wont make any money.

    Through the classifieds in a punk fanzine called Maximum Rock N Roll, Courtney had begun corresponding with Jennifer Finch, a kindred spirit who was living in L.A. I came and visited her, Courtney says, and entered the glamorous world of extra work.

    Jennifer had been working part-time as punk-rock color on TV shows like Quincy and CHiPs, and she brought Courtney along. I met a lot of people through that, she says. One of those people was Alex c*x, who was about to direct Sid and Nancy. All the punk-rock extras went up for parts in Sid and Nancy, Courtney recalls. He met me and he put his arm around me and said the most subversive thing he could think of was foisting me on the world. That was back when I was really overweight, too. But I wasnt scared. I wanted to act ever since Tatum ONeal won the Oscar.

    She was cast as Nancy Spungens best friend, and then c*x wrote Straight to h**l, an incomprehensible spaghetti Western, for her. There were rumors that the two were lovers, but Courtney vehemently denies any romantic involvement. I was sexless, she says. People say we were a couple because thats how they explain his interest in me. During that time, I did not sleep with anybody. I was fat and when youre fat you cant call the shots. Its not you with the power.

    Following Straight to h**l, Courtney decided to (briefly) abandon her musical aspirations and concentrate on acting. She took the $20,000 that shed been paid, moved out of Jennifers house, rented an apartment, and bought a pink Chanel suit. She was taking the busshe still doesnt know how to drive, despite having lived in L.A. for ten yearsbut she was well dressed.

    I didnt quite pull it off, she says. A friend went to a party and told Jennifer, Courtney was wearing Chanel and she had a glass of champagne in her hand, but her makeup was exactly the same. It wasnt quite right. I had this publicist who was obsessed with Madonna and obsessed with me and she decided to make me into a star. I just couldnt pull it off. Id get zits.

    It occurred to Courtney that you could have acne and still be a rock star, so she moved back to Portland, slimmed down, and started singing in bands, including Faith No More, which has gone on to tour with Guns N Roses and Metallica. She met Kat Bjelland, and in 84 or 85, Courtney and Jennifer and Kat moved to San Francisco and started a band called Sugar Baby Doll. We wore pinafores and played twelve-string Rickenbackers, she says. It was a disaster. It wasnt a punk bandSugar Baby Doll was softer, sweeter. Jennifer and I were not into it, recalls Kat. We wanted to play punk rock. Courtney thought we were crazy. She hated punk then.

    In the alternative world, integrity and credentials are everythingand Courtney is viewed by most as a late convert to the world of punk. I was New Wave more than hard-core, she admits. I thought the whole punk scene was really ugly and unglamorous and I needed it to be glamorous. Im into it now, but back then Id go to Black Flag [a seminal L.A. punk band] shows and refuse to go in. It was just all these boys killing each other.

    After the San Francisco debacle, she moved to Minneapolis and played briefly with Kats new band, Babes in Toyland. (Jennifer was back in L.A., forming her band, L7.) She and Kat clashed, and she went to Alaska to strip. Then she moved to Portland briefly, and by 1989 she was back in Los Angeles. I just couldnt take it anywhere else, she explains. Minneapolis was so f*****g unpretentious. Everyone has a flannel collection and is in a band named after a welding instrument.

    She put an ad in the Recycler (I want to start a band. My influences are Big Black, Stooges, Sonic Youth and Fleetwood Mac) and stripped to pay the rent. I worked at Star Strip, she says. The girls in that place are superconstructed. Theyre a little classy. Three of them had f****d Axl [Rose]. Soon she put together Hole and started to rehearse in earnest.

    The first time I saw her onstage she was dressed like a soiled debutante, says Rosemary Carroll, Courtneys lawyer. Her dress was ripped and she was a mess except for a perfectly pressed huge pink bow on the back of her dress. She was riveting to watch. Courtney had a presence and a power that was fascinating.

    Hole played around L.A., but they werent discovered until they went to England in late 1991. Courtney may have been jumping on the foxcore/alternative-band wagon in America (although she would claim otherwise), but in England she was perceived as an original. With her dirty baby-doll dresses and dark kinky songs, she was the U.K. music-press pinup of choice. I thought theyd be terrified of me, she says. This loud American woman. But it worked! We sold a lot of records.

    And they came back to a buzz in the States. By then, she was together with Kurt and the Madonna thing happened and everything was falling into place. It wasnt surprising, Courtney says. I mean, I wasnt surprised. I always knew.

    Its about seven P.M. on a balmy night in early summer and Courtney is knocking on the door of her apartment. She has lost her key or forgot her key or cant find her key. Whatever. KU-RT, she singsongs. Come to the door.

    After a short wait, he opens it. Wheres your key? he asks, looking as if hes just woken up. Kurt is wearing pajama bottoms, is bare-chested, and has a sparkly beaded bracelet on his wrist. He is small and very thin and has pale-white skin. His hair, which hes dyed red and purple in the past, is now blond, and his eyes are very blue. His face is quite beautiful, almost delicate. Where Courtney projects strength, Kurt seems fragile. He looks as if he might break.

    G*d, its hot in here, Courtney says, marching into the apartment. Kurt explains that hes turned the heat onit feels around a hundred degrees in the living room. Im still cold, he says, slumping into an over-stuffed armchair. He looks exhausted.

    Their home, in the Fairfax area of L.A., is sparsely furnished. There are guitars in their open cases on the floor, and a Buddhist altar has been set up against one wall. Dead flowers sit in a vase next to a pair of those see-through body-anatomy dolls. In fact, there are dolls everywhere: infant dolls with china heads that Kurt is using in the next Nirvana video, a plastic doll that he found while on tour, and many, many toy monkeys. Painted on the fireplace, which is covered with candy hearts and heart-shaped candy boxes, are the scrawled words MY BEST FRIEND. We had a fight last night, explains Courtney. So I wrote that to remind him.

    She continues the apartment tour, showing off a drawing that Kurts sister did, a photo of him at six with a drum, another doll, whose head is cracked open. In the kitchen, Courtney has taped lists all over the cabinets. Kurts ex-girlfriend made these, she says. I found them when I went through his stuff. She reads aloud from one: 1. Good Morning! 2. Will you fill up my car with unleaded gas. 3. Sweep kitchen floor. 4. Clean tub. 5. Go to Kmart. 6. Get one dollar in quarters. This last one seems to crack her up. He never did any of that stuff.

    The phone rings. Kurt has disappeared into the bedroom, and Courtney goes to answer it. Hi, Dave, she says. It is Dave Grohl, the drummer in Nirvana. The band has been on hiatus for a few months and Dave is calling from Washington, D.C. Ill go get him, Courtney says, sounding more than slightly perturbed. She puts down the receiver. Just call me Yoko Love, she says. KU-RT. Kurt curls up with the phone, and Courtney plops down on a legless sofa. She is wearing a green flowered dress thats ripped along the bodice so that her bra is exposed. They all hate me, she says. Everyone just f*****g hates my guts.

    This may be true. Since Courtney and Kurts courtship began last year, she has reportedly antagonized Grohl and Chris Novoselic, the other two members of Nirvana. Courtney always has a hidden agenda, says someone close to the band. And Kurt doesnt. Hes definitely being led.

    While its difficult to determine Courtneys ulterior motive with regard to Kurt, she does have mini-feuds galore. Her major complaint in terms of Nirvana seems to be with Novoselics wife, Shelli. Courtneys gripe is vaguesomething about Shellis making Kurt sleep in the hallway of their house. I wouldnt let her come to my wedding, Courtney says.

    She definitely relishes her position as Mrs. Kurt Cobain. It was one of her goals, not something she left up to fate. The couple first met eight or so years ago in Portland. Back then, she recalls, we didnt have an emotion towards each other. It was, like, Are you coming over to my house? Are you going to get it up? f**k you. That sort of thing.

    By the time they met again, Kurt was a star and Courtney was much less casual in her approach. She realized that, when it comes to romance, aggressive behavior can be very appealing. People say, How did she get Kurt? says one friend. Well, she asked. And she wouldnt take no for an answer.

    Courtney pursued him for monthsgot his number, called him, told interviewers that she had a crush on him. She even resorted to religion. Courtney chanted for the coolest guy in rock n rollwhich, to her mind, was Kurtto be her boyfriend, says Jimmy Boyle, a friend who works for Def American. Finally, she persuaded an eager-to-please prospective manager to give her tickets (plane and concert) to a Nirvana show in Chicago.

    I was there in Chicago when they consummated their relationship, says Danny Goldberg, senior V.P. at Polygram and Nirvanas (and now Holes) manager. We chatted for a while and Courtney worked her way into the other room, where Kurt was. I didnt see sparks, but they did go home together. That was in early October. They were married in February.

    It wasnt really quite that simple. Initially, Kurt had his doubts. Reportedly, he had been too busy recording and then touring with Nirvana to focus much on romance. Kurt is very smart, says one friend, but hes shy. A lot of people mistake that shyness for a lack of confidence, but he does know his own mind. When Courtney showed up I think he was attracted to her flamboyance. She was very sexual and I think she just took him over. He went on TV and said she was the best f**k in the world.

    Still, there were problems. He thought I was too demanding, attention-wise, Courtney says matter-of-factly. He thought I was obnoxious. I had to go out of my way to impress him.

    By the time he proposed (I just knew he should ask me if he had any brains at all), she was pregnant. The wedding was in Hawaii: Kurt, who once planned to wear a dress, wore pajamas, and Courtney wore a white diaphanous item that had dry rot. It had been Frances Farmers in a movie. She signed a pre-nuptial agreement (her idea) and they did not go on a honeymoon. Life is like a perennial honeymoon right now, she says. I get to go to the bank machine every day.

    All this would be perfect, except for the drugs. Twenty different sources throughout the record industry maintain that the Cobains have been heavily into heroin. Earlier this year, Kurt told Rolling Stone that he was not taking heroin, but Courtney presents another, extremely disturbing picture. We went on a binge, she says, referring to a period last January when Nirvana was in New York to appear on Saturday Night Live. We did a lot of drugs. We got pills and then we went down to Alphabet City and Kurt wore a hat, I wore a hat, and we copped some dope. Then we got high and went to S.N.L. After that, I did heroin for a couple of months.

    It was horrible, recalls a business associate who was traveling with them at the time. Courtney was pregnant and she was shooting up. Kurt was throwing up on people in the cab. They were both out of it.

    Courtney has a long history with drugs. She loves Percodans (They make me vacuum), and has dabbled with heroin off and on since she was eighteen, once even snorting it in Room 101 of the Chelsea Hotel, where Nancy Spungen died. Reportedly, Kurt didnt do much more than drink until he met Courtney. He tried to be an alcoholic for a long time, she says. But it didnt sit right with him.

    After their New York binge, it was suggested to Courtney that she have an abortion. She refused and, reportedly, had a battery of tests that indicated the fetus was fine. She wanted to get off drugs, says Boyle. I brought her herbs to ease the kick, so she wouldnt freak out so badly. I was bringing stuff over to her house every day because its a whacked-out thing to do to a kid.

    According to several sources, Courtney and Kurt went to separate detox hospitals in March. After a few days, she left and went and got him, says one insider. They never went back.

    Whether or not they are using now is not clear. Its a sick scene in that apartment, says a close friend. But, lately, Courtneys been asking for help.

    She is definite about one thing: she wants the baby. And so does Kurt. In the living room is a painting he made using the sonogram of the fetus as a centerpiece. They know its a girl and have picked out a name: Frances Bean Cobain.

    Kurts the right person to have a baby with, Courtney continues. We have money. I can have a nanny. The whole feminine experience of pregnancy and birthIm not into it on that level. But it was a bad time to get pregnant and that appealed to me. She smiles. Besides, we need new friends.

    This is a sly reference to Kurts phone call, which is winding down. Dave is upset, Kurt says after hanging up. So, Courtney says, what do you want to do? Why dont you start a new band without Chris? Kurt pauses. He looks upset. But I want Dave, he says. Hes the best f*****g drummer I know.

    They are both silent a few minutes. Kurt looks so tired he seems to be asleep with his eyes open. Courtney suggests they go out to buy cigarettes. Will I get hassled? says Kurt, who, due to the popularity of Nirvanas videos, is recognized everywhere. Get used to it! says Courtney. He shrugsit doesnt look as if he wants to move an inch, much less miles into the world. Youre such a grump, she says. Its frustratingyou marry a millionaire rock G*d and all he wants to do is stay home and mope. We never do anything, Courtney whines. We never do anything fun. Kurt is silent. O.K., he says finally. Where are the car keys? As Courtney searches for them, Kurt heads off to the bedroom to put on a shirt. You know, he drives really well, she says as she hunts through a pile of stuff. He likes safety.

    Theres just been an earthquake6.1 on the Richter scalebut Courtney and Kurt dont notice. They are too busy shopping. Kurt is excitedthis store, American Rag, which is huge and specializes in authentic vintage clothes mixed with clothes that are new but appear to be vintage, has an enormous collection of used jeans in very small sizes. He is making his way through the rack very, very slowly. I got him to wear boxers, Courtney says, helping him to find his size. You cant believe how tacky he was. He wore bikinis. Colored. Just a tacky thing.

    She gets impatient and heads off to inspect a rack of dresses. She is very specific about style. She tries to achieve what she terms the Kinder-w***e look, which seems to mean either ripped dresses from the thirties or one-size-too-small velvet dresses from the sixties. Her hair and makeup remain consistent: white skin, red lips, blond hair with black roots. Its a good look, she explains. Its sexy, but you can sit down and say, I read Camille Paglia.

    Courtney is extremely possessive about this style statementshe is currently in a war with her erstwhile friend Kat Bjelland because of a borrowed velvet dress. Or, at least, thats what started it.

    Kat has stolen a lot from me, she says, hitting on one of her very favorite themes. Dresses. Lyrics. Riffs. Guitars. Shoes. She even went after Kurt. That was the last straw. Because I put up with the lyric stealing. And I put up with her going to England first in a dress that I loaned her. Now I cant wear those f*****g dresses in England anymore.

    Kat isnt Courtneys only targetshes convinced that nearly everyone in the music scene today is either plundering her shtick or is just plain worthless. She hates Inger Lorre, the lead singer of the Nymphs (f*****g despicable); despises Pearl Jam, another terrific Seattle band (Theyre careerist and they go out with models); is angry with Faith No More (The new record is called Angel Dustthey stole that from me); has quarreled with Jennifer Finch of L7 (more stolen lyrics); and is convinced that Axl Rose is an assand he also goes out with models.

    And so on. Not surprisingly, she also has a few concerns about Madonna. I didnt want to get involved with her, because shes a bad enemy to have, Courtney says, giving a navy dress a closer inspection. I dont want her to know anything about me, because shell steal what she can. What I have is mine and she cant f****n have it. Shes not going to be able to write lyrics like me, and even if she does get up onstage with a guitar, its not going to last. I dont care how vain and arrogant this sounds, but just watch: in her next video, Madonnas going to have roots. Shes going to have smeared eyeliner. And thats me. Courtney pauses, pressing the dress against her body to check the size. In some pictures, I come across as a fourteen-year-old battered rape victim, she continues. And she wants that image. Madonnas response to this outburst? Who, she asks, is Courtney Love?

    Nevertheless, Courtney is very serious about her vendettas. They have an equalizing effect: by trashing the likes of Madonna she becomes, in some twisted way, her peer. Courtneys delusional, says Bjelland, who hasnt spoken to her in a year. I called her a while ago because I was worried about her baby and her sanity, but I never heard back from her. In the past, I always forgave her, but I cant anymore. Last night, I had a dream that I killed her. I was really happy.

    None of this fazes Courtneyshe isnt particularly interested in the consequences of her actions. She is, instead, after a certain kind of acknowledgment. Courtney wants her power known, and aside from the fact that everyone is stealing from her, she feels one of her main obstacles in this quest is the whole beauty thing. She has written a fanzine for Hole devotees called And Shes Not Even Pretty because, she explains, a lot of the anti-Courtney factions say, And shes not even pretty. Heres this new rock starKurtand hes supposed to be married to a model and hes married to me.

    This delights her, and she takes her stack of dresses over to Kurt, who is still carefully looking at each pair of jeans. He seems in a trancelike state, and the salespeople, who all recognize him, keep their distance. Isnt he pretty? she says. Kurt doesnt seem to hear her. We go out once in a while and women look at him like theyre starving, she goes on. Kurt continues to move through the rack in slow motion. A lot of people want a piece of that new fame thing, she says. I can understand that.

    Its later the same evening and Kurt is sitting in the parking lot of a 7-Eleven, waiting for Courtney to buy dinner, which consists of cookies, fruit juice, and cigarettes. As he stares out the window, a large van pulls up and a guy in full heavy-metal gear gets out. He is wearing a Nirvana T-shirt.

    That guy has on a Nirvana T-shirt, Kurt says rather sadly. The heavy-metal audience was not what he had in mind when he wrote Smells Like Teen Spirit. Im used to it now, I guess, he says softly. Ive seen it a lot.

    Commercial success in the alternative world ruins your credibility, and Kurt is deeply concerned with staying true to his vision. He wouldnt perform at Axl Roses thirtieth-birthday bash (Rose is a big Nirvana fan) and turned down a spot on this summers Metallica-Guns N Roses tour. Still and all, the general consensus is that Nirvana should quit, says Bjelland. Theyve reached...nirvana. What are you going to do after that?

    This is ridiculous logic, but it is the conventional wisdom within the community. Courtney, Kurt says when she returns, that heavy-metal guy was wearing a Nirvana T-shirt. I know, she says, munching on a cookie. I saw him. There is a long pause while they ponder this reality.

    Im neurotic about credibility, Courtney says finally. And Kurt is neurotic about it, too. Hes dealing with people who like his band who he despises. For instance, a girl was raped in Reno. When they were raping her, they were singing Polly, a Nirvana song. Courtney pauses. These are the people who listen to him.

    But there are all kinds of fame, she continues. Like the Replacements had Respect Fame. Big Respect Fame. And that kind of fame can really mess with your head. Rather than, say, Paula Abdul fame. That is Valley Fame.

    Kurt laughs. Courtney has a basic, commonsense approach to business matters that clearly appeals to him. Credibility is credibility, she says. All these labels signing everything that moves because they think they can purchase credibility. They think they can market it. And I say, Let them try. Kurt turns the key in the ignition. Why do I want what I want? she says, although no ones asked the question. You have to give yourself some bogus-sincere nineties little reason about what it is thats making you go. And mine is influence. Kurt smiles. He knows what shes talking about.

    Hi!

    Its a month later and Kurt sounds like a new man. Cheerful! Alert! Hes talking on the phone from their hotel room in Seattle, where he and Courtney are rehearsing with their respective bands. Its great to play with the boys again, he says. He chatters on about his car (an old Plymouth Valiant) and the recent riots in L.A. Courtney is out at the sauna, he says. Shes really pregnant now, but shes not that big. I think well have a little elf baby.

    Four hours later, Courtney is on the line. She, too, sounds happy and less manic. Shes full of news: there are rumblings that Gus Van Sant (Drugstore Cowboy, My Own Private Idaho) wants to put her in his next movie, shes found a new bassist for Hole, and she and Kurt have bought a house in Seattle. Nothing is better than being landed gentry, she says. You must own property. Thats what I told Kurt.

    Nirvana is going on a mini-tour in Scandinavia, and the baby is due in early September. Its the same day as the MTV Video Awards, Courtney says. I think its very important that Kurt play that, but he doesnt think like I do. If I was him, Id have to play the video awards. I appreciate money. Kurt doesnt see it the same way.

    This is typical Courtneyeyes always on the prize. I heard a couple of new rumors about me, she says gleefully. That Im Nike and Kurt married me for Nike money. That thats why hes attracted to me.

    She laughs. Theres still talk about drugs and she knows it. Throughout the industry, there is increased worry about little Frances Bean. The worst thing, she says, avoiding mention of the persistent drug rumors, is when people say Kurts helping me to make it. She pauses. If anything, Kurt has hurt me.

    Thats going too far and Courtney stops herself. No, she says, backpedaling. Things are really good. Its all coming true. Courtney laughs. Although it could f**k up at any time. You never know.

    XLo-li-loveTaking a lesson from Lolita, Courtney Loves style in the early 90s was a provocative combination of baby-doll femininity and punk-rock sleaze: a sexualized juxtaposition that gave rise to the term kinderwhore.

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    Pretty in PunkLove sported a signature baby-doll dress during a 1994 performance with Hole.

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    Laissez-Faire Wear and TearEverlasting LoveIn 1994 the 29-year-old looked ageless in her signature black dress with an aptly named Peter Pan collar. Like much of the kinderwhore trend, the black-dress-and-white-collar combination has stayed remarkably current. One can easily imagine Chlo Sevigny wearing this dress today.

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    Frugal FashionistaIm sick of dating people who are poorer than me, Love tells Nancy Jo Sales in V.F.s November issue. Back in 1995 she sang a different tune. When Love-wary designers refused to loan her a dress for the Academy Awards, the actress cheerfully created a media sensation by arriving at the V.F. Oscar party in a thrift-store find costing less than $40.

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    Woman on the VergeFrom grunge to glam: Love attended the 54th Annual Golden Globe Awards in 1997 after being nominated for her performance in The People vs. Larry Flynt. Many expected this would be a launching point for Loves acting career.

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    Love Be a LadyA jaw-dropping Love topped many a best-dressed list after attending the 1997 Oscars in a classic white gown by Versace. She told VF.com: I do have movie-star manners, I just choose not to use them that much. Not long after this iconic appearance, Versace chose Love as the model for an advertising campaign.

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    Love and HappinessLove looked strong and vivacious at the 1997 VH1 Vogue Fashion Awards. Accepting an award that night, she commented famously, I feel that keeping gay people in the closet with our attitudes and our actions is cruel and its tacky and, most of all, its boring.

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    Daring DivaAt the 2000 Golden Globe Awards, Love made rock look chic in this gashed Galliano gown. Interviewing Stevie Nicks for Spin magazine in 1997, Courtney confided, Being a movie star is pretty cool, but being a rock star is just better. Especially a lady rock star.

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    A Smaller ScaleLove channeled a mermaid at the 42nd Annual Grammy Awards. Im not a woman. Im a force of nature, she has said.

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    Whole Lotta LoveLove showed some celebrity skin at the 2001 Vanity Fair Oscar party.

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    Love ChildCourtney Love during Milan Fashion Week in 2010, at which she performed with a recently re-united Hole. Free-flying curls and fanciful feathers added to her distinct bohemian rhapsody.

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    Love Is All You NeedIn 2010, Love was a lady in pale pink and pearls at the Chanel ready-to-wear spring-summer 2011 show during Paris Fashion Week.

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    Sweet ConfectionShe looked delightful in Givenchy Couture arriving at amfARs Cinema Against AIDS Gala at the Cannes Film Festival this past May.

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    Packing LightAgain, Courtney at Cannes. Last year she told W.W.D. about learning handbag etiquette: A lady doesnt carry a purse after 9 p.m., a lady carries a clutch. And this was told to me by an actual lady. It was told to me by Karl Lagerfelds muse, Amanda Harlech. She was like, Courtney, after dinner, you carry a clutch. And Im like, What happens, you know, if you have to do the walk of shame the next morning? And shes like, Pack one extra pair of panties.

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    Front and CenterAt the Proenza Schouler spring 2011 show in New York, Courtney stuck with her new polished look.

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    Ladies DayCourtney looked ladylike in a Miu Miu tea dress at the 2011 Glorious Goodwood horse races, in Chichester, England.

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    Detroit Tigers Parking Guide


    July 26, 2015 - Detroit Tigers vs. Boston Red Sox

    Baseball season is upon us, and starting Friday, our Detroit Tigers will take the field at Comerica Park. Unfortunately, with the QLINE and new hockey arena construction, parking near the field can be an obstacle. (Here"s the link for the official Tigers Traffic Update). But no fear! There are plenty of shuttles and options to get you to the game on time. Most are either in Corktown, Eastern Market, and Greektown. Many have fun sports and Detroit history.

    • One thing to watch if you choose to park anywhere downtown - the parking meters are for real and they have a 2-hour time cap. Don"t park at a meter.
    • Bring cash for the shuttles!
    • And if you used to park in Brush Park, they"re not too thrilled about that anymore, and there"s a ton of construction going on over there.
    • Opening Day festivities start at 7am at many bars on Friday.

    If you"re looking for eating options, check out Eater"s Ballpark Guide for 2016.

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    Dodgers get excellent results with Chase Utley in leadoff spot


    October 15, 2015 - New York Mets vs. Los Angeles Dodgers [NLDS: G5]

    The text message from manager to purported leadoff hitter reached Chase Utley on Sunday night. Dave Roberts wanted to inform the 37-year-old veteran of his assignment for the start of the season. At least against right-handed pitchers, Utley will bat first.

    The early returns were excellent for the Dodgers in a 15-0 victory over the San Diego Padres in the season opener. Utley recorded three hits, drove in two runs and scored one. He downplayed the significance of his placement in the order.

    "For me, the only difference is you"re the first batter of the game," he said. "You"re still trying to put good at-bats together no matter where you"re hitting in the lineup."

    Utley, 37, is the oldest member of the Dodgers. Monday marked the 1,586th game of his career. It was only the 12th time he had batted in the No. 1 spot.

    The Dodgers turned to Utley after Andre Ethier broke a leg in March. The team chose Utley over Carl Crawford, who batted sixth.

    The team had intended to use Howie Kendrick, who is on the disabled list, as its primary second baseman. But Dodgers officials continue to believe Utley, a six-time All-Star in Philadelphia, can still be a capable hitter against right-handed pitchers.

    "For me, it"s just to get him the extra at-bats," Roberts said. "Sometimes you get a guy on second base with two outs. He"s been a guy who"s driven in runs. So I feel comfortable with him in that spot. Ultimately, I trust the at-bats, and I trust that he can get on base."

    Yasmani Grandal and Kendrick are on track to return

    Roberts repeated his hope that Kendrick and catcher Yasmani Grandal will be ready to rejoin the Dodgers by the home opener April 12.

    Grandal (forearm inflammation) has been able to play in minor league games at the team"s complex in Phoenix. The Dodgers are being cautious with him rather than risking his injury flaring up when he is not ready to return.

    Kendrick (calf tightness) may require extra time to recover. He has not been cleared to play in a game. Roberts indicated Kendrick would take part in live batting practice by Tuesday or soon after.

    Hyun-Jin Ryu is ready to face hitters

    Hyun-Jin Ryu (shoulder surgery) stayed in Arizona when the team broke camp and is slowly making progress in building arm strength. Roberts said Ryu was scheduled to throw a session of live batting practice Thursday or Friday.

    Kenley Jansen is accidentally roughed up

    Kenley Jansen sported a butterfly bandage under his left eye after the game, courtesy of a pregame mishap with fellow reliever J.P. Howell. Howell hit Jansen in the face with an errant throw during batting practice.

    Source: http://www.latimes.com/sports/dodgers/la-sp-dodgers-report-20160405-story.html

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